Sunday, February 22, 2015

Slice of Night

Slice of Night

A slice of night fell hard into my dreams,
Its touch so cold, it froze my sleeping heart.
All heaven echoed with my silent screams,
As frigid darkness tore my dream apart.
Where once I walked in light beneath the sky,
With fragrant clouds of heather all about,
I now raced ‘cross the moors, a raven’s cry,
Near deafened by the icy-cold wind's shout.
Though sword of crimson ice was in my hand,
Held ready to defend or to attack,
I swiftly fell, and sprawled on frozen sand,
Lay completely defenseless on my back.
But, I will rise again, to stand and fight,
Until I overcome that slice of night.

Mick McKellar
February 2015


Loss of friend or family always hits you like a slice of night. It is necessary to battle the darkness, to fight against that slice of night.

Mick

Thursday, February 19, 2015

A Waste of Skin

A Waste of Skin

I fear to turn into a waste of skin,
A useless dependent of little worth;
That to justify the skin that I'm in,
I may need functional, urgent rebirth.
I’m told to be careful of close contact;
Each person I meet is a petri dish.
For whenever I try to interact,
I’m an accident with a risk fetish.
It’s so hard not to be a fatalist:
Somewhere, there’s a superbug knows my name.
If Twinkies and mildew can coexist,
Then why can’t microbes and I do the same?
Although being careful is not a sin,
Total solitude is a waste of skin.

Mick McKellar
February 2015


Isolation has been an effective tool to keep me out of the hospital. I also keeps me effectively out of my life.

Mick

Tuesday, February 17, 2015

Portraits of Moving Streams

Portraits of Moving Streams

[Can you hear the symphonies in my words?]

The silent timbres of my voices swell,
As they harmonize with vast threads of thought:
Passage to passage, where ideas dwell,
Measure to measure, where insight is sought.
A thousand thousand legends and stories,
Long caroled by minstrels, mighty and kind,
Meander -- limitless inventories,
Throughout the vast dark of my sleeping mind.

[Can you taste the melodies in my verse?]

Whether right or wrong, the merely mortal,
Swims freely among the stars of the night.
The fleshly form finds a hidden portal,
And sings of wonders in Heaven’s warm light.
My mind, unfettered by Earth’s rigid rules,
Finds such adventures an awesome delight;
To dance in moonlight with wizards and fools,
And sing to the soul when my heart takes flight.

[Can you feel the harmonies in my dreams?]

I struggle to capture the beauty I see;
I strive to remember the music I hear;
I strain to bestow the gifts given me,
On all who seek understanding sincere.
The images rendered by swift insight,
The word songs and stories sung in my dreams,
Drive me to transcribe the verses I write,
As though painting portraits of moving streams.

Mick McKellar
February 2015


Writing a poem truly is painting a portrait of a moving stream. Reading poetry is very much like contemplating paintings in a gallery or museum. Each takes time and considerable effort. Perhaps that explains why so few enjoy poems in a world that demands so much already and allows so little time to contemplate, to consider, and to commune with author or artist.

Mick

Monday, February 16, 2015

Dreamsicle

Dreamsicle

I've been running from myself in my dreams,
Though why I'm chasing me I do not know.
It wouldn't be as crazy as it seems,
Except I don't have anywhere to go.
As I'm sprinting down snowy winter streets,
I'm right behind me, on cross-country skis.
My dog is chasing me to get his treats,
Yet, doesn't seem confused by what he sees.
My neighbors stand outside and point at me,
Oblivious to cold and blowing snow.
They smile, applaud, and cheer me silently;
It's clear that they appreciate the show.
I wake up, certain it's all in my head,
Yet, how did all that snow get in my bed?

Mick McKellar
February 2015


Two important facts you need to know: 1. Yes, I did have that dream. 2. No, there was NO snow in my bed.

Mick

Saturday, February 14, 2015

Tinnitus

Tinnitus

I fall asleep with susurrations,
Whispers in my mind.
Among the countless cache of voices,
No friend can I find.

Words there are, and hissing anger,
Gasps of pain and fright,
Cries of fear from present danger,
Fill my mind each night.

Is it just imagination,
Product of my brain;
Or is it my anxiety --
Born of stress and strain?

Though the chorus oft crescendos,
Ocean at high tide;
Soon the brassy cacophony,
Begins to subside.

The voices soften, whispering,
Gently laugh awhile.
Words now are drifting, bright as if,
Uttered with a smile.

Faint murmurs drift, a brief snowfall,
Tender from above.
Words seem to matter not at all,
Are they thoughts of love?

I wake up, and pray it isn’t
Crazy as it seems --
That tinnitus may be hearing,
Sounds of other dreams.

Mick McKellar
February 2015


I have long had tinnitus and cannot remember what silence sounds like. Sometimes the sounds are like soft voices in the dark.

Mick

Friday, February 13, 2015

Mouse In My Pocket

Mouse In My Pocket

As I was sitting by the fire,
All peacefully and warm,
A mouse climbed up my sweater,
Intending me no harm.

He searched my shirt's breast pocket,
For tiny bits of food,
And popped out spitting pocket lint,
Which hadn't tasted good.

He looked at me and said, "I'd 'oped
For bits o' bread or soup!"
Angry, he climbed back inside,
And left behind some poop.

He scrambled to my table,
Still glaring up at me,
And when he climbed on my old cup,
Peed in my Earl Grey tea!

I wanted to say something,
Acerbic, smart, and wise,
I sat there fuming, speechless,
Transfixed by small black eyes.

"Why is your accent British?"
Was my pathetic scream.
I swear he smiled as he replied,
"Don't ask me, it's your dream!"

Then as though composed of smoke,
He faded from my sight;
And I sat up, awakened,
By dawn's cold, wintry light.

My wife still wonders why I did,
Those things when I got up:
I vacuumed out my pockets,
And bleached my old tea cup.

Mick McKellar
February 2015



I was dreaming this little story as I woke up this morning. No, I didn't vacuum my pockets or put bleach in my tea cup. I did look in my shirt pocket, though.

Mick

Wednesday, February 11, 2015

Eating Peaches at Midnight

Eating Peaches at Midnight

My friends say I should purchase,
A fancy valentine,
Or buy a bunch of flowers,
And go somewhere to dine.
I’m too cheap to buy a card,
Or chocolates and wine.
Instead I’ll write a letter,
With poetry divine:

My tea is cold and bitter,
My snacks taste like bamboo.
I’m half-asleep and dreaming,
Of options to pursue.
My deepest aspirations,
Have just one avenue:
Eating peaches at midnight,
And dreaming about you.

Happy St. Valentine’s Day!

Mick McKellar
February 2015


I was eating canned peaches just before midnight, and well, it just happened…

Mick